i don't mean to blow you off
  i never even thought to call you
  when i saw you yesterday
  you said everything was fine
  and all this laughing
  means i'm running away
  cause things we have are fucked
  and the things we had are gone
    sometimes it takes so long to wake up
  what's the matter with my life anyways?
    friends around me like to talk
  i guess they want to know
  if i'm gonna get a job
  or if i'm gonna sleep 'til noon
  all these people need to keep their mouth shut
  cause in the end the choice is mine
  you never heard me asking you
    don't want to play a part
  i'm living in living
    so i guess i know
  who my friends really are
  all those times it came to stealing
  you never let me go that far
  and then you told me not to smoke it
  but i did
  and it took me far away, yea it took me far away