It was hard to let you go
  Harder yet to hear those words
  And everyday since then
  I've been tryin' to break your curse
  For all those times you made me wonder why I live
  I'd paralyze my hate
  with all the thoughts of love
  that you'd give to me...
  as long as I live I can never forget you
  even though I try with all my heart
  as long as I live I can never forget you
  even though I try with all my might
  well it's five years later now
  and my heart's no longer numb
  the way we acted was so childish and dumb
  I was just a toy to you but you never really cared
  Cuz it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong
  you were scared of me