I hurt myself again today,
  Feelin' a little numb I could
  Use the pain.
  I always find myself in this
  Little bind.
  It's been a few weeks since
  You've been around,
  So here I sit with my hands
  Strapped down patiently awaiting
  Our secert games
  We used to play
  All alone, so here
  I sit all tied up,
  All alone with all my thoughts,
  I do not mind if this goes on.
  I think about about what I'll say to you
  When you finally decide to
  come my way,
    I'm sitting around all painted
  like a fool,
  And I don't know how I got
  This way, and I don't know how
  much more I wanna take.
  But I know you'll shoot me down,
  and bury me before I get too high.
  So here I sit all tied up all
  Alone with my thoughts when
  Will I learn to walk away
  From the things I do that make
  Me feel the way, I feel when
  I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I,
  All this pain I seem to put
  Myself through, all the ways I
  Find to submit to you
  Cat o' nine tails gettin' old
  And I don't know how I got
  This way I don't know how much more
  I wanna take.
  I got a millon ways to tame
  Myself and a million nights to try
  When will you come around
  To do the things you do to me
  I hate this game of solitaire.