It's gone the safest escape, no trace of recognition
  I spot some fragments, but its to distant
  I feel it burning close, there's no difference
  afraid to let you inside, but it's just to persistent
  When I inhale to scream, I feel no strength in my body
  I feel numb and weak, I've lost again
  Sometimes I'm afraid to try and sometimes try is all I can do
  Afraid to connect, to reach joy
  what was the lowest price that I could possibly pay
  I shudder to reflect on it, I try to let it fade
  its coming on again, too strong to deny, breathe and make another try
  How do we define strength to carry on
  I haven't lost my faith, I'm still strong.