apocalypse at my fingertips,
  i can't distinguish what is real.
  push the plunger in the warm rush begins.
  i'm noddin' off at the wheel.
  things haven't been the same since you said good-bye.
  i've been doing things i thought i swore i'd never do,
  just to stay alive.
  if i had blinked, i would have never of met you.
  could have lived my life content.
  but now here i am fucked up again,
  life can be silent torment.
  i knew you'd never stay, right from the start.
  that's what i get for diving in head first.
  my life feels like it's falling apart.
  i'm a loser, i'm a failure, i'm a fuck up to the core.
  i've been falling down so much,
  don't bother getting up anymore.
  i can't explain the emptiness that i feel,
  as i drive into oblivion, i'm noddin' off at the wheel