i begin to speak but leave a sentence unfinished.
  you drop down my throat sour taste is left in my mouth.
  taste in my mouth.
  deflate.
  silence is my self defense you've hurt this little boy.
  i smell like smoke coz i got burnt, not cause it was in the car when you lit your cigarette.
  maybe you're right i guess you're right.
  you were always right you are always right.