Guilt and pain, haunting me everyday
  Crushing me and I can't get away
  Killing my heart and soul
  Oh my Nicole
  Still I don't know what to say
  I'm tortured every night and day
  It isn't in my control
    I said no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no, no, no
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no, no, no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I killed my baby but I
    Snowy skies, far away still alive
  Scars are healing in your mind
  In your heart and soul
  Oh my Nicole
  I'm starting to realise
  The fatal secret of my life
  Isn't in my control
    I said no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no, no, no
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no, no, no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I killed my baby but I loved her
    It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole
  You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole
  I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole
    No!
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I said no, no, no,
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I killed my baby but I loved her
  I killed my baby but I