I'm cold, I'm ugly
  I'm always confused by everything
  I can stare into a thousand eyes
  But every smile hides a bold-faced lie
    It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
  My heros are dead, they died in my head
  Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
  Something inside me has opened up again
    Thoughts of me exemplified
  All the little flaws I have denied
  Forget today, forget whatever happened
  Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
  I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
    What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
    I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
  Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
  Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
  I decrease, while my symptoms increase
    God what the fuck is wrong
  You act like you knew it all along
  Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
    All I ever wanted out of you was
  Something you could never be
  Now take a real good look at
  What you've fucking done to me
    What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
    Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
  Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
  Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
  Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
    I see you in me
    I keep my scars from prying eyes
  Incapable of ever knowing why
  Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
    Why am I so fascinated by
  Bigger pictures, better things
  But I don't care what you think
  You'll never understand me
    What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
    Fuck!