When I'm awake at night, sometimes I picture you
  And hear those words again you said, "I'm leaving"
  I couldn't hold you down and not expect that you would drown
  I'm a clown, but no one's laughing
    Maybe you're from another planet, one I want to invade
  It's all been said (it's all been said)
  To me you're dead (to me you're dead)
  And it's time you turn your page
    I'm not sure what it was that led us down a dead-end road
  Some of those signs can be quite deceiving
  I knew your favorite things, didn't know that one of them was someone else
  I'm done believing
    Someday there will be understanding
  Everyday is a tragedy
  It's me you blame (it's me you blame)
  But it's the shame (but it's the shame)
  That you will always carrie, that wou will always carrie
  That you will always carrie