hopelessly adrift in the eyes of the ghost again
  down on my knees and my hands in the air again
  pushing my face in the memory of you again
  but i never know if it's real never know how i
  wanted to feel never quite said what i wanted
  to say to you never quite managed the words to
  explain to you never quite knew how to make
  them beleivable and now the time has gone
  another time undone hopelessly fighting the
  devil futility feeling the monster climb deeper
  inside of me feeling him gnawing my heart away
  hungrily i'll never lose this pain never dream of you again