I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again
  Words manifest from deep inside where people hide
  Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam
  Fuck what you heard, it's about what I ssen
  I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin'
  Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened
  The doctor say he's got the brain of a murderer
  This rugged style steals your brian like a burglar
  My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
  It's not receding my body going numb
  A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
  He don't know what he's doing
  He just keeps getting by
  Go away, I want to be thrown away
  Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
  He couldn't handle shit
  For the life he was leading, led him down the path
  Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath
  Don't tell 'em whats's proper
  The situation unclear like gray
  And I know it gets worse everyday
  I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
  I can't control myself, I'm losing it
  I've split all my marbles
  Cause I see you inside of me
  Sometimes I want to be thrown away
  A hyper spaz, and that is the way
  Sometimes I want to be thrown away