and it feels like a movie 'cause i've done
  something heavy now i'm all alone and you know i
  like it well i wish i was older i could hold my liquor
  then i 'd blow your cover instead of my own
  'cause there's nothing i can do to prove that i
  still love you and i think i hear my friends through
  the walls i'm gonna fade to black i think i'm
  gonna fade to black i swear to god i'd take it
  back but it's just no use what's done is done i
  can't blame anyone but me everybody's out
  there without me they're not even talking about
  me flying out of the city and they don't even miss
  me four days in the haze of the biggest mistake
  i've ever made and now i've got to get out of
  this place 'cause everybody knows even the ones
  who don't