Once you said you'd stick to it until the end
  I guess you lied, they call it suicide
  Now you're gone
  What was so wrong that you couldn't find a way to carry on?
  Second guess
  Did I do my best
  There was a friend I had
  Johnny was a weirdo
  So what did you expect?
  I ain't no fucking hero
  I'm just trying to survive myself
  I should have known you went through it alone
  I wonder why did you even try?
  You could have come to me
  I would have helped you see
  You could have found a way to carry on
  Second guess
  Did I do my best
  There was a friend I had...
  'Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off,' they say
  But I ain't no fucking savior
  I'm just living day by day
  Little things, little lives hanging 'til the end
  I say it doesn't really mean nothing
  Telling truth, telling lies
  I used to have a friend
  I say it don't really mean nothing
  And I can't let this feeling go
  Let this feeling go
  Let this feeling go