I'm trying to tell you something 'bout my life
  Maybe give me insight between black and white
  And the best thing you ever done for me
  Is to help me take my life less seriously
  It's only life after all, yeah
  
  Well darkness has a hunger that's insatiable
  And lightness has a call that's hard to hear
  And I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
  I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it
  I'm crawling on your shores
  
  I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
  I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
  There's more than one answer to these questions
  Pointing me in a crooked line
  And the less I seek my source for some definitive
  Closer I am to fine
  Closer I am to fine
  
  And I went to see the doctor of philosophy
  With a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his knee
  He never did marry or see a B-grade movie
  He graded my performance, he said he could see through me
  I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind
  Got my paper and I was free
  
  I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
  I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
  There's more than one answer to these questions
  Pointing me in a crooked line
  And the less I seek my source for some definitive
  Closer I am to fine
  Closer I am to fine
  
  I stopped by the bar at 3 a.m.
  To seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friend
  And I woke up with a headache like my head against a board
  Twice as cloudy as I'd been the night before
  And I went in seeking clarity
  
  I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
  I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
  We go to the doctor, we go to the mountains
  We look to the children, we drink from the fountains
  Yeah, we go to the bible, we go through the workout
  We read up on revival and we stand up for the lookout
  There's more than one answer to these questions
  Pointing me in a crooked line
  The less I seek my source for some definitive
  Closer I am to fine
  Closer I am to fine
  Closer I am to fine